Hey you
I know your not reading this but
I'm used to writing and
posting about things in my life
A online journal provided me with a way to communicate with other people
that all ended when Journalspace went down
now I take my own counsel
it says do not bother
with other people
what's the point?
for some reason it really doesn't matter to me
unfortunately unlike
most people
I have no offline friends or family
that I interact with
sometime I think(most Times?) this
because I am a very selfish person
I am so consumed by my own plight
I really don't know though
There were times when I stayed in the same place for a few years
and got to know a few people
but I would leave and then never get in touch
for the self-imposed Isolation
of some distasterous relationship
and the tequila and the lithium and the easing
back into the routine of failing in school
but college then
let's you go free
then
all those years working as a nursing assistant
and just surviving
failing
really I guess hiding
or being left alone
oh fuck it
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